Anxiety, BPD, Mental health

Driving anxiety

With all trauma-based disorders there is an element of anxiety and at times driven anxiety. One of the significant areas of anxiety for me since 30 June 2003, has been a particular anxiety. Driving. My driving doesn’t cause me anxiety. I know my limits, I know the limits of any vehicle I drive. I thoroughly… Read More Driving anxiety

Abuse, BPD, Mental health, Personal, The Past - Causes and Effects

You are my servant!

I took you from the ends of the earth, from its farthest corners I called you. I said, “You are my servant.” –Isaiah 41:9 ———————————————————————————————————————————- I personally don’t know whether Isaiah said that or not and I am not about to get up off my backside and pick up the book which may give me… Read More You are my servant!

BPD, Mental health, The Past - Causes and Effects

Black and white perceptions and the emergence of judgement

Black and white that’s what I am. Shades of grey are something you do with a pencil. They are not reality. They are not people. I am judge, jury and executioner. In black and white lies judgement. The judgement of others and judgement of self. And my black and white tells me my judgement is… Read More Black and white perceptions and the emergence of judgement